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darling it's better down where it's wetter

It's been a day, it's been a day, it's been a whole damn day -- as near as it's possible to tell in this soggy excuse for a city. It's been a day since he killed Fontaine. And Jack is no closer to getting out. He's still down here. He did everything he was supposed to do and he's still down here.

All he's found is locked-down bathyspheres. Broken submarines. Even the goddamn boats are out of service. Where's Tenenbaum? Where's his fucking rescue?

Jack stares about into the greenish gloom, checks the ammo in his pistol, and then kicks and yanks off the rusting panel of a vending machine. His hands are soon full of little wires and pipes. A few seconds later, he straightens up with a grunt, and the machine gives him a tidy discount on a couple glowing hypos of EVE.

With his visit extended indefinitely, he's begun to wonder how many of them are left.

Now arbitrarily divided into chapters!
Part One: A Scene at the Rapture Adoption Agency ~or~ You Found [Pot of Ham]!
Part Two: Come On-A My House, I'm Gonna Give-A You Candy ~or~ Sinclair? More Like Sin Pantalones!
Part Three: Dream Sequences are a Fresh New Concept in Fiction ~or~ It's My Existential Trauma and I'll Cry if I Want To
Part Four: Southern Education Jokes ~or~ Engineer, Engifar, Engiwherever You Are ~or~ The Grave Escape
Part Five: Golfing Accident Memoirs ~or~ Mom... Dad... I'm Immortal ~or~ How To Make Friends And Immolate People
Part Six: Is It A Pie? Is It A Plane?? ~or~ Two's Company, Three's a Row
Part Seven: Escort Missions! In Rapture! Council's In An Uproar ~or~ Bioshock: Cheesecake Edition
Part Eight: Bread, Milk, BATTLE! ~or~ Pleasant Conversations, How They Bore Me
Part Nine: Choices, Schmoices ~or~ Baby's First Moral Philosophy ~or~ Go Away I Want To Take A Damn Bath
Part Ten: A Man Snoozes; A Slave Delays ~or~ The Four Second Rule Applies To Drugs
Part Eleven: A Hearty Meal ~or~ Skeletons In The-- That's Not A Closet
Part Twelve: We All Live in a Secret Submarine ~or~ Plasmids: Not Even Once
Part Thirteen: Paging Dr Tenenbaum To Surgery ~or~ Bribery And Deduction
Part Fourteen: The Prodigal Son Returns

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He's at the door in seconds, not having much else to do once he's finished with the few tasks he had set himself to.

The door swings open and he sweepingly invites her in, quickly shutting it behind her. He doesn't want the splicers to eat him either.

"Thanks again, doc," he says. "Would you care for some coffee?"

They've finally found something they can agree on!

"I would very much."

Not that looking after 74384358 young children on her own is tiring or anything ha ha ha...

"He is still out?"

Sinclair nods, wandering back into the kitchen. "I think after everything, he could probably do with some time to himself. It's been...a rough day. Cream and sugar?"

Yeah, between the withdrawal and Sinclair's unwelcome discovery it sounds like it has. Tenenbaum nods solemnly and fully intends to find out every detail.

And braces herself for an equally rough evening, because really, there are only so many terrible secrets to find out about Jack Ryan. And Sinclair's right. He should leave them well enough alone.

"Please. A little of both."

Living in the lap of luxury here, aren't you, Sinclair. Having fewer hungry mouths and freer trade access probably doesn't hurt.

She doesn't say anything else straight away, still going over the symptoms in her head. Shaking, collapse and lack of focus, and more... she's going to have to have a look at him in person as soon as possible. God, of all the things that might have failed, the safeguards against splicing degeneration...

A little of both it is, and Sinclair hands her her cup, silently leading them both back to the study again. If Jack walks in, he doesn't want to risk being overheard from the door.

Where to begin?

"...Do you think you'll be able to afford him the extra ADAM?"

"Perhaps yes."

She sits, warms her hands on the coffee mug.

"I will first examine him."

There's no way to adequately explain this to Sinclair, but she's not yet convinced that more ADAM is what he needs. And if he does... well, that gives her yet another reason to feel sick with the knowledge that he's out there looking for it.

That's fair enough, he supposes, even if he doesn't understand her reasoning very well at all.

But who knows when Jack will return, and they can't just sit in silence forever. And wow, does Sinclair ever have some questions.

"We, um--"

Okay, awkward take-off, if you're going to talk about this you need to commit. Come on, Sinclair.

"We were out today, the kid and I were," he gestures vaguely at the door as if Jack were about to come through at any second. "It was something of a learning experience for me."

He laughs, trying to keep the conversation genial, but. He remembers Jack's fury, finding him in that room, the look on his face. How much he wished that hadn't happened. And Sinclair's own expression drops a little.

"He didn't want me to know," he says to his coffee. "Can't really say I blame him, if it were me."

He looks up again, making direct eye contact with Tenenbaum. He keeps his tone unaccusing, more on the curious-sounding side, but he needs to know.

"...Why did you do it?"

She looks at him as he begins to speak, keeps her expression as neutral as she can, waits for him to elaborate.

...He doesn't exactly, but he says enough.

Tenenbaum tries to keep her face steady. But dismay registers there, and her fingers tighten around the coffee mug--

"Ah."

--So it is that, then.

No wonder the man wanted to speak to her in person.

At least Sinclair, protector candidate purveyor extraordinaire, isn't really in a position to judge her. But, actually, no. No, that doesn't help one bit.

She drops her gaze guiltily, debates not answering at all.

"For the sake of things I am not proud of," she says at last, her voice low and stained through with disgust. Then she meets Sinclair's eye again and asks, at a loss, "But you-- how in the world did you learn of this?"

There's no judgment here. At least not for his own sake. Rapture breeds poor decisions, he knows that just as well as Tenenbaum does. But Jack's words are splinter somewhere in Sinclair's cold, dead heart, too small to just find and pluck out but uncomfortable enough that he can't ignore it. An experiment, a nothing. It really has no right to bother him like it does, but he chalks it up to the lack of information surrounding the subject. Maybe now he can mend that.

"Ryan," he says. "When Jack got to Rapture, it looked like ol' Andy was trying to put the pieces together. Trying to figure out who the kid was, I suppose. Didn't know it was his own flesh and blood. But he must've done a hell of a lot of digging to pull up what he found."

He shakes his head, like he's laughing to himself about something.

"Looked like he drove himself mad trying to get all the research together. I've never seen anything like it."

Tenenbaum is having trouble with her expression. She's already dealing with being tired and worried and guilty and god knows what else; she didn't really need the stress of this bad a secret coming out. And okay, maybe she deserves it, but that doesn't mean Jack does.

Sinclair's private little laugh kind of makes her hate him.

"And the child, he... he knows you have learned it all?"

She's not even sure how exactly how much Jack knows, beyond a certain point. She'd ask, or tell him if he wants to know, but... they haven't talked very much, outside of what to do and where it must be done. When he woke up in her safehouse, he only said a little, and left quickly. And when she saw the faces of her girls she didn't try to keep him there.

Sinclair nods slowly, trying to decide on his phrasing.

"I found it all by accident, stumbled upon Ryan's research by pure chance, and the kid caught me red handed. He was not happy," he says with a laugh, actually out loud this time. "Looked about ready to put me out. But we talked for a minute, he's alright."

Well. More alright than he was, anyway.

Actually.

Let him amend that statement.

"He's...better. He's still pretty shook up, but I don't reckon that's changed since he got here."

Yeah she... she knows exactly the kind of expression you're talking about.

Brigid Tenenbaum isn't the most emotionally expressive person in the world, especially when she's trying not to be, but there are still tells. A fingernail moving on the coffee cup. A tightness in her face and around her mouth that isn't just from being overworked. The way she's not quite meeting his eyes for more than a few moments at a time.

Except when she glares at him right now; that goes on for a lot of moments.

"I am glad that you find something funny in this."

She's right, of course. There's nothing that's actually funny or even remotely amusing about any of this. But this is still technically business, and so he keeps the casual grin in place.

"You're right, Doctor. I guess it's easier for me since I wasn't there when Suchong forced a little boy to kill his puppy. In fact, I didn't have anything to do with this at all. The kid feels like his whole life is some joke somebody played on him, seems to me like you ought to be the one laughing."

Her eyes open wider, as if he's up and stabbed her through the heart.

Which, you know, he kind of has.

And to her, it also confirms what she's assumed about Sinclair all along -- that he's a huge jerk who's just working an angle, who doesn't regard Jack with any real feeling. The same way she herself did for a long, long time.

This is not okay. This is really, really not an okay thing to say and Tenenbaum is suddenly so fucking done there isn't even a numerical value for it.

"I think you have said all which you need to."

Her voice is low, barely steady and cold with disgust.

"When the child returns, send him to me for examining."

She stands up.

Sinclair gets to his feet almost more quickly than Tenenbaum does when he sees her beginning to leave.

"Doctor Tenenbaum, please," he says, dropping his expression entirely.

Although he's not really sure what he intends to say now. He looks at her, trying to convey something, but he's not sure what that is either.

"...Please," he says again.

In retrospect, maybe he should have just eaten his words when she called him out. But it's hard to approach this with the seriousness it deserves. He doesn't really care to examine why.

"Please?" she repeats with absolutely zero sympathy. "You have more to add? You wish to gloat more, now that you know of his creation? No."

Yeah, 'please' is not going to cut it. And whatever Jack's sins, she'll be telling him about this, because he doesn't deserve even one more person in his life who thinks of him as a means to an end.

...Come again?

There's no covering up the confusion on his face at that one. At least not until he's sure Tenenbaum has already seen it.

But he's not done backpedaling yet.

"I think we're misunderstanding each other," he says. "Neither of us have ill will for him, all I'm trying to do is help him out. He could probably use a little of that...after everything."

It's okay, she's already turned on her heel to go. The downside of this, of course, is that she's... going.

"Help him?"

But okay, she pauses and looks back at him for that, with an expression like he's a stone she found in her shoe.

"What a turnaround for you, Mr. Sinclair."

Tenenbaum puts exactly zero effort into sounding like she believes him. Remember, she knows what you sold for medical experiments last summer!

Okay, so maybe he put a lot of effort into building up an untrustworthy reputation but damn if it isn't frustrating as hell when you're trying to be honest for once.

"Yes, Doctor, I'm trying to help him." His tone is bordering dry and irritated, but he tries to smooth it over. "It's in my best interest to make sure he's alright. It's not particularly easy to work with an emotional basket case. And he..."

Sinclair stops. If he wants Tenenbaum to believe him, he should probably afford her a little sincerity, even if he's not sure he wants to.

"He deserves a friend. I'm not saying it's got to be me, but he needs someone on his side."

It's not that she doesn't agree with that, but -- she's sure that it's just sweet-talk. Sinclair's way with words has earned him a bit of a reputation.

"Yes. But perhaps not one of us, who is so like his fathers."

That would be a sick burn if Sinclair actually knew as much as he's pretending to.

Fathers, plural. There's definitely a huge piece that he's missing here, and he thinks he's only just starting to piece it together. But. Even for Rapture, this is pretty out there. If this is what it sounds like.

Still, he can't come up with a response quickly enough to cover up the fact that he's a little lost.

"I don't know who else there is," he decides to say.

Tenenbaum...

...really wishes she had a good answer to that.

She exhales slowly and looks away for a few moments. Then turns around for real so that she's facing him again, not just looking over her shoulder at him.

This does not mean he's won, okay? This doesn't indicate trust or respect or anything like that. All it means is that Jack needs help, more than ever now if he really is going into ADAM withdrawal. It's the child out in the city who her responsibility is towards, not the man in front of her. All it means is that she hasn't walked out of the room yet.

...She's not sure what to say, though. Everything negative seems petty and everything positive seems hollow.

Sinclair relaxes a little more when Tenenbaum turns back around. He doesn't require trust or respect, just a little cooperation. If they have a common goal, if they can be allies in any way, that's all he needs.

"So yes," he continues. "I would like to help him."

She gives him a long look.

"I can treat him, I can speak with him. But speaking of his past with you? That will not help him."

He returns her stare for as long as it lasts, nowhere near ready to just give this up.

"It'll help me if I know exactly what I'm dealing with. He's got some history that's hard to just walk away from, I get that. I do. But we've got plans, doc, and if he's stuck down here in his mind then he's no good to anyone once we get topside. And that includes himself."

He sighs and shakes his head, running his hand over his face.

"I didn't bring you here to argue with you, I apologize. Let me get you another cup of coffee."

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